For those who think they are the only one going through things that no one else could possibly understand, think again.

Her world of exotic dancing, bikers and partying was a domain filled with enticing taboos and dark pleasures. Some desire to travel into such a world, looking for their piece of adventure and excitement. However, those who have made this journey know how it truly ends, in emptiness, pain and darkness.

Lisanne is one who has made this journey. She did the dance, rode the bikes, did the drugs, had the sex and came up empty. This is her story, raw and untainted, of how she made it out of a dark collapsing world into one of light, healing and fulfillment